Thursday, June 18, 2009

No, I have not fallen into a volcano.

It's so much easier to avoid life than actually live it. And I've been avoiding everything, work, play, my family, my pets, even the things I love. It's much easier to check out, surf the web, watch TV, start one project, only to start another. Spend money I don't have on shit I don't need.

But avoidance is only getting me depressed, angry, behind in everything, more overweight and out of shape. Did I mention depressed?

So, I'm trying to get back to my life. My loves, my hates, my mehs. Bear with me (if anyone ever reads this but me). I'm coming back slowly, and hopefully better than before. Hell, I'm even making potato salad for dinner!

I'm tired of avoiding. Time to start living again, no matter how stressful and wonderful that is.

1 comment:

Shannon said...

Sweetie -- I read your blog. You know I love you and I'm right there with you. Call me and we can chat. And share the ups and downs. Hell, we lived through early adolesnce -- we can do mid-life crisis. *grin*